Wishing all an enjoyable, wonderful Valentine's Day celebration...
But my valentine's day doesnt seems to be the way it should be.. I suggested to have our valentine's day celebration @ his house cos i noe he wont wan to go out and somemore he jus came from his nite shift so he will be abit tired.. i oso suggested that he will be the one preparing the dinner and he agreed, saying that its a good idea too.. ( he always wanted to cook for me but i always insisted that i will do the job..haha) So everything planned nicely and i realli lookin forward for it.. Since its valentine's day, i sms him "Dear..I would like to see a rose when i reached ur house.. jus one.. thank you.. love u.. mucks.." end up he replied "huh? very hard leh.. i try.." wth rite? wat is huh and very hard? everywhere is selling.. is it so hard to get ONE rose? nvm.. he called me when he reached home after werk.. saying that he jus went to the supermarket but dunno wat ingredients to buy so never buy.. =.=" arghh~ saying that if the fridge got alot of ingredients then he will come out with alot of dishes.. ya ya.. all excuses coming out aradi.. if in the first place he dun wan to cook jus say so at least i feel better rather than planned everything le then end up like tat.. nvm.. the WORST thing is he said "Its jus a DAY" wah.. this really broke my heart lor.. ya.. maybe to u guys.. its jus a day but to us gal is not jus a day.. understand? End up quarrelling lor.. wat else? After my manager left the office.. i totally break out.. i CRIED!!! my heart hurts... it realli does..i jus wanted to celebrate valentine's day like other couples.. receiving roses and have a nice dinner together.. is that so much to ask for?
Sometime i realli feel like leavin him once and for all.. maybe we been together for too long le.. there's not much things to do aradi? even jus one valentine's day oso wan to ruin it? I shouldnt expected too much from him.. whenever i expected something, it jus not gonna happened.. hai..
I was planning to go home after werk since i realli got no mood anymore.. then he called me.. we quarrel again.. after that he sms me sorri.. end up i still go to his house.. meet him @ Eunos MRT.. he hugged and kissed me while we were walkin to coffee shop to buy food.. i realli love the way he kiss me.. i admit that i realli do love him to the bottom of my heart.. :x
So we bought 2 paks of minced pork noodles soup, 1 pak kai lan and 1 pak fried cereals sotong..
Watch Memoirs of a Geisha on HBO while having our dinner.. *NICE MOVIE~ yup thats how we celebrated our valentine's day in the end.. haha.. not gonna disclosed wat happened after dinner.. haha..
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
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